Gloria Charles was a guest patient speaker at the Ft. Lauderdale SupportSight seminar on January 14, 2006. This is a poem that she has written.
by Gloria Charles
I am so very happy that I still can see
much of the beauty that surrounds me.
The sky is so blue with fluffy clouds afloat
and down on the lake is a red sailboat.
The grass is so green,
the trees and foliage supreme.
Although I am still able to see,
I do see things differently.
The frames on my windows seem to be bent;
and I wonder where the straight pieces went.
The rails on my balcony have suddenly curved
like a car out of control that has suddenly swerved.
One bright summer day a car glided by
and suddenly disappeared before my very eyes.
The “fog” appeared to swallow the car
and kept it inside like a genie in a jar.
To depend on my eyes is no longer wise.
I believe that they may be telling me lies.
Friends may wonder how I can see a pin on the floor
but be unable to find my glasses on the table any more.
I can no longer see your face.
In its place is a blank space.
A room will be filled with human creatures,
but none of them have facial features.
Friends are hard to recognize
until they begin to verbalize.
I thank you, thank you for saying hi!
For saying “hi” as I appear to pass you by.
And oh! How I miss getting behind the wheel
of my faithful, friendly automobile.
Not reading, of course, is the hardest to date.
Be it bills letters or labels - for help I must wait.
I wonder, I wonder what that number could be.
Is that first digit a 2 or a 5 or maybe a 3?
At the grocers, you cannot tell
if this is the brand you like so well.
What do the cans contain?
It can be quite a guessing game.
I turn and twist my head aside
and try to open my eyes very wide.
I loop up and down, left and right
trying to get the price in sight.
But where I focus the fog rolls in and the words hide.
To see at all, I must sneak a peek from the side.
When I write, the page appears to be blank,
as if you have invisible ink in the tank.
Even though I live alone
voices come forth from the tv and phone.
Also a machine chorus can be heard
as my calculator, clock and computer get in a word.
As I approach the end of this tale,
I thank you for being there for me without fail.
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